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S O M B R A S .
Cuando estás enfrente de la gente y no te ven. Cuando pasas desapercibida con facilidad. Cuando la gente que te rodea no sabe exactamente qué te pasa. Cuando no tenes en quien apoyarte. No soy más que una sombra, un ente que se pone máscaras y se oculta. Que finge. Que simula estar bien para que su entorno esté bien.
Plantearse razones por las cuales seguir a veces se vuelve difícil. No hay salida. No hay escape. Mi vida no es más que una fachada. Una mentira para el mundo.
Pero yo conozco la realidad. Conozco MI realidad. Y no me gusta. No es buena. No la quiero. Pero por más que intente no puedo cambiarla. No puedo ir a elegir otros padres. No puedo ir a elegir otros amigos. No puedo ir a elegir cambiarme por alguien más. No puedo ser otra. Soy esto. Y no estoy para nada conforme con eso. Envidio silenciosamente a los que tienen vidas mejores que la mía. A los que pueden cambiar las cosas. A los que tienen la fuerza para hacerlo.
Yo soy débil. No puedo. Y menos sola. No quiero estar sola. Odio estar sola. Mirando atrás veo que muchas cosas cambiaron, pocas fueron para bien. Quiero volver a eso y no puedo. Deseo irme a otro lugar. Empezar una nueva vida. Ser otra. Que me vean diferente. Quiero dejar de ser lo que soy. No quiero ser más la hija mala. La irresponsable. La loca. La histérica. La mala. La rebelde.
Eso es lo que ven de mí. O por lo menos eso es lo que mi familia ve de mí. No saben lo que sufro. No saben lo que pienso. No saben todo lo que lloro. No me apoyan. No me consienten. No me cuidan. No soy más que otra persona que vive bajo su techo. Siempre estoy mal. No hago nada bien. No quiero más eso.
Quiero dejar de ser una SOMBRA.
P A I N
El dolor interno, es el dolor que nadie ve, pero que siempre está presente. Es
el que más duele, porque está dentro de nosotros. Es más fácil de ocultar,
porque podemos disimularlo con otra cosa, desviar la atención a otro punto,
pero no desaparece, por más que intentemos con todas nuestras fuerzas. Es el
dolor que nadie o pocos conocen, porque no dejamos que los demás sepan cómo nos
sentimos realmente. Es un dolor que nos hace débiles, vulnerables, porque se
trata de algo demasiado profundo, casi rozando la esencia misma de cada uno.
Ese dolor no se olvida fácilmente, permanece latente. A veces nos hace
inseguros, nos hace perder la confianza en los demás y en nosotros mismos, nos
va metiendo cada vez más adentro nuestro, creando una burbuja, alejándonos de a
poco de los demás. Cualquiera no puede ayudarte, porque nadie entiende como nos
sentimos realmente, no importa cuánto nos esmeremos en explicarlo, nunca se
llega a entender en realidad cómo nos sentimos. Tenemos que solucionarlo
nosotros mismo, aunque a veces parezca imposible, porque el dolor es NUESTRO. Y
aunque queramos que desaparezca, no desaparece, solo se apacigua un poco, o
duele menos, pero no desaparece, por mucho que intentemos…
Welcome ♪
Did I come at a bad time?
Did I say something wrong?
And don't tell me I'm crazy, I wouldn't be writing this song
If I didn't feel, didn't feel this way.
Baby is it real, is it real?
Don't say I'm not dreaming
Just tell me I'm not awake.
'Cause I just don't feel welcome in this house anymore
And it just doesn't feel as safe as it did only just two days before.
Why do we come this way? I'm not sure.
Woah, but the one thing is for certain, I don't want to do this anymore.
Did I disappoint you baby or did I just take too long.
'Cause honestly lately I can't tell whats going on
And I don't want to make this about me
And I don't want to blame on you
But surely I've got something to do with you if you're feeling blue
'Cause I just don't feel welcome in this house anymore
And it just doesn't feel as safe as it did only just two days before.
Why do we come this way? I'm not sure.
Woah, but the one thing is for certain, I don't want to do this anymore.
Did I come at a bad time?
Did I say something wrong?
And don't tell me I'm crazy, I wouldn't be singing this song.
Did I say something wrong?
And don't tell me I'm crazy, I wouldn't be writing this song
If I didn't feel, didn't feel this way.
Baby is it real, is it real?
Don't say I'm not dreaming
Just tell me I'm not awake.
'Cause I just don't feel welcome in this house anymore
And it just doesn't feel as safe as it did only just two days before.
Why do we come this way? I'm not sure.
Woah, but the one thing is for certain, I don't want to do this anymore.
Did I disappoint you baby or did I just take too long.
'Cause honestly lately I can't tell whats going on
And I don't want to make this about me
And I don't want to blame on you
But surely I've got something to do with you if you're feeling blue
'Cause I just don't feel welcome in this house anymore
And it just doesn't feel as safe as it did only just two days before.
Why do we come this way? I'm not sure.
Woah, but the one thing is for certain, I don't want to do this anymore.
Did I come at a bad time?
Did I say something wrong?
And don't tell me I'm crazy, I wouldn't be singing this song.
'Cause I just don't feel welcome in this house anymore
And it just doesn't feel as safe as it did only just two days before.
Why do we come this way? I'm not sure.
Woah, but the one thing is for certain, I don't want to do this anymore.
And it just doesn't feel as safe as it did only just two days before.
Why do we come this way? I'm not sure.
Woah, but the one thing is for certain, I don't want to do this anymore.
Mona Lisa ♪
Here's another pity
There's another chance
You tried to learn our lesson
But you can't
If we could burn this city
And the futures ending past
Without a change our lives will never last
We're going fast
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
If it doesn't matter then just turn around
We don't need our bags
We can just leave town
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
When will we do better?
When will we know how?
A man says from the sidewalk to the crowd
And we could change the weather
If we wanted to ourselves
And if we cant I guess we all need help
Cuz I need help
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
If it doesn't matter then just turn around
We don't need our bags
We can just leave town
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
We say, we do
The lies, the truth
And all I need is next to me
We say, we do
The lies, the truth
And all I need is next to me
We're going fast
You can sit beside when the world comes down
If it doesn't matter then just turn around
We don't need our bags
We can just leave town
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
You can sit beside me when the world comes down
Everything's An Illusion
I try to sleep but my eyes are open
I can't think cause my heart is broken
And there's a bottle right next to me
I'll down a few drinks just to take the pain away
I wanna say all the things i need to say
I won't lie, I'll just tell them honestly
If God can take a friend away from me
Then I can say all I want and he won't do anything
My tongue is weak and every time I try to speak I can't say nothing at all
Sleep well, my friend
There will be another moment we'll meet again
Just let it go
Sleep well, goodnight
You're something to remember
I wish that you were here by my side
I spend hours trying make it through the day
I don't know if i'll ever be the same
It's hard enough when you're all alone
In the city that you love, now atlanta's just a burial ground
My tongue is weak and every time I try to speak I can't say nothing,
Nothing at all
It's hard to think when losing someone only make you wanna scream
And now that you're gone
Sleep well, my friend
There will be another moment we'll meet again
Just let it go
Sleep well, goodnight
You're something to remember
I wish that you were here by my side
All the stained pieces, I can't believe this
A mother shouldn't witness her son die at twenty-four
I will hold my tongue for the rest of my life
I can't keep this up anymore
Sleep well, my friend
There will be another moment we'll meet again
Just let it go
Sleep well, goodnight
You're something to remember
I wish that you were here by my side
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