Do you ever feel...?
Do you ever feel like nobody get's you?
Do you ever feel like you are alone in a world full of people?
Do you ever feel like nobody can love you?
Do you ever feel like you're a stranger to everyone you know? Even to yourself?
Well I feel in this way almost every single day. I feel lonely, left beside, even my family doesn't know me. They can't understand me, they think that I'm normal but they don't know what is under the shield I built. No one knows me that deep. And.. you know what? It scares me.. I'm afraid to grow up and still be alone... Alone with my thoughts, and they are not the best company I can have, but they are all I've got.
I've learned to fix my problems on my own, but now I can't! I feel lost, I don't know wherever to run, I don't know what to do. I don't know who can help me, who would REALLY listening to me. I'd never had that kind of friend who'd be right next to me, really listening to me, supporting me while I cry on her shoulders, giving me a strong hug when I need it and when I don't... I always wanted to have a bestfriend, but that kind of things doesn't happen to people like me... :/
